Just happened across his post on FB and he came up on my mind. Wondered how he is doing, if he is unhappy. It really had been a long time since we met and our recent encounter wasn't exactly very peaceful.
Just missing him a little. Wistful as past memories ran through my mind.
The good old days. Of happy and not so happy times.
Wondered what in the world happened to us that our friendship has become what it is now. Wondered if it is me? If I had been too ill-tempered, too sarcastic, too clingy? If I am just plain unlovable.
Wondered if he thought about our friendship. Thought of me. A little of how much I thought about him and our friendship.
He is coming back soon. I guess things will be like this after he returns. Pale, thin and so insubstantial that it is on the verge of disappearing.
Flaring up or sparking at the smallest thing when I am stressed, irritated, anxious, worried or just plain do not like that particular person.
I guess, I am just plain, downright nasty huh?
Sigh.
I have sooooooo many pet peeves and will just react when people commit the "unspeakable acts".
I should really, really, REALLY kick this nasty habit of mine.
It is really a big turn-off and irritating as hell for others. If I am in their shoes, I will really seethe and be sorely tempted do some thing nasty to me.
On a different note, I am so looking forward to Jeff Chang's upcoming concert in 2 months' time - Jeff Chang Happiness Choice World Tour [14 Aug 2010, 7.30pm, The Max Pavilion @ Singapore Expo].
Going out with Shuhui later, she will be collecting the concert ticket from Sistic. Hehehe...=p My beloved Jeff Chang's concert ticket!^^ Should be dropping by the library first since she will only be arriving around 1930. It's been some time since I went to the library. Looking forward to it.
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9
Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
"Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
Matthew 11:28-30
"Call to Me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know"