So much frustration, anger, tiredness & helplessness. Really donn't know what to do with those useless things. Keeping them in seems best but it is not helping as some frustration is leaking out. Tackle my problems by sharing with other friends? They are some things that you can't say. Not when it involves them or when you aren't sure if they will blab or bring it up and tease you mercilessly later. Go home and just chill and surf and slack and lick my wounds, is out. Temporarily. As I had been really busy everyday these past 3 weeks, I think.
So tired every day.
I aren't really coping well with work and studies. Especially now that there's so much to do at work.
Can I really stick it out till the end? It doesn't take a rocket scientist to do my work. Anyone can do it.
I really want to stick it out till the end of the project. But I really, really cannot cope with the stress and workload of juggling work and studies. And friendship frustrations.
Who can I tell all these to? My friends have their own problems and think that mine are nothing compared to theirs. They have it harder and have it worse, they told me. They don't really care.
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9
Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
"Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
Matthew 11:28-30
"Call to Me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know"