The Beauty of Simplicity

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Thursday, 26 June 2008

Ugh.

My throat's hurting and I am feeling really tired.

The former may have because of the Famous Amos cookies (I didn't eat that many!! Only 5 pieces or so). The latter is due to a late night.

I was at Jurong Point with Thio, Rachel & Joling last evening. After which, I waited for Chun Mei to end work and go back together. Helped her to empty the dirty water, fill up the bucket and close the cart.

We went back to Yan Pheng & Carol's place for awhile and left 20 to 30 minutes later. I think it was almost 12am or past that, by the time she dropped me off at my place.

Too tired to really wash up, I merely removed my make-up, changed and fell into bed.

Now I am feeling really limp and all that.

*Faint*

To think that I used to play computer games almost every day till 5am and wake up at 0930 to go for work. I don't think I can survive a repeat of that. Especially since I have to wake up at 6am to prepare to go for work.

Aaa....suddenly remember something. I am supposed to check the show times for "Kungfu Panda". Better do it now.

Light my path
8:26:00 am

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Wednesday, 25 June 2008

It is scary. Uncertainity and fear have an iron grip on me. I have always though that if there is some thing that I want, as long as I work hard and try my best; I should be able to get it. Of course, I know that, that doesn't applies to everything. But, slowly, I am realizing that, in terms of things and people that you want, hard work and effort may not factor in at all.

There are some things that, forever, may be out of your reach. Like the desire for a loving family. I am 101% sure that I will never have that. Unless, I marry and have my own. Even then, who knows what the future will bring?

As for the latter: People. It is an even more undeterminable variable. Every one is different. Carrying different beliefs and reacting differently to the same things. The human heart is full of twists and turns and full of deceit. We deceive others and deceive ourselves. How do I dare to fully trust or depend on such a fickle heart? As for my own heart, at least it is my heart. Even if I am hurt, at least it is by my own hands. It is pretty stupid but even if I am so hurt so bad, at least it is my own heart's betrayal. Not by others' hands.

Thus, I told myself to depend on myself. Even though, when I desire to be close with others, to have those special friendships and love; I will say I am fine alone. I am fine without any one's touch or companionship. It is alright, it is fine. I am alright, I am doing fine.

All lies.

At the time when I want it the most, it is when I will say I am doing fine without it. But deep down, I am always hoping that some one will notice my lies and come in through that door.

I suppose, I am afraid of reaching out too. Of saying that I need you, I want you. I am afraid that he or she will say, "No, I don't need you". It is the fear of rejection, I guess. So I will always say "No" even when it is a "Yes".

Light my path
3:48:00 pm

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It is a downward spiral.

Went to bed pretty early last night, around 2100, perhaps.

I was planning to straight to bed after reaching my place, but decided instead to watch the 1900 Korean drama showing on Channel U.

In the end, it was around 2100, by the time I climbed into bed. Just last night, I discovered that I have developed this habit of sleeping early when I am feeling terrible, emotionally. Looking back, I have been like this for very long. Going to sleep early is sort of my way to take a break from the crippling feelings and to keep away unwarranted thoughts. A way to close off from anything that is hurting.

But I think I fell asleep around 2200 or so.

Light my path
12:01:00 pm

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Tuesday, 24 June 2008

张信哲 - 想我的理由

天為何總要黑愛為何變忌諱
我想要的並不是並不是這安慰
當眼淚跌碎一切怎挽回

心為何像宿醉痛為何還不退
說無所謂並不是並不是
太虛偽太可悲相愛的機會
到底誰在支配

給我最後溫柔
抱在胸口假裝不必放手
還有以後讓多年後我回頭
相信你的愛沒盡頭

給你最後溫柔
你的自由不要讓淚流不要內疚
只要你回頭依然覺得有想我的理由

心為何要像宿醉痛為何還不退
說無所謂並不是並不是
太虛偽太可悲再一次機會
我渴望的你不給

給我最後溫柔
抱在胸口假裝不必放手
還有以後讓多年後我回頭
相信你的愛沒盡頭

給你最後溫柔
你的自由不要讓你淚流不要內疚
只要你回頭依然覺得有想我的理由

給我最後溫柔抱在胸口假裝不必放手
還有以後讓多年後我回頭相信你的愛沒盡頭
給你最後溫柔你的自由
不要讓你淚流不要內疚
只要你回頭會承認我們不止是朋友

Light my path
11:11:00 am

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張信哲 - 惹塵 (廣東歌)

我自覺想你好但也不要那麼好
要是太幸福幸福得想不起我對你有多好
是我私心叵測他對待你差便可對我盡訴
這次巧遇路途恨你這麼生保

我自覺心已死
但這刻卻對不起
我越見越愛越稀罕得到擁吻你那個滋味
是有一點卑鄙想過為你死被放棄還在氣
早已慘絕別離但已是上世紀

沒有心事做人
平靜似水是否活得開心生了又再死
死了又再生憎了又愛人也許這
先叫人生
就算心事如塵蒙住我心
夜深了自有燈慢慢認清心裏人知你是過路人
明日再面對新生

你近況可以嗎
別怕講到你的他我自言就免疫了
從關於他也勉強放得下但據講他的心
花了又再花
是否我還未化聽到心亂如麻
像我能代替他

沒有心事做人
平靜似水是否活得開心
生了又再死死了又再生憎了又愛人
也許這先叫人生就算心事如塵
蒙住我心夜深了自有燈
慢慢認清心裏人知你是過路人
明日再面對新生

沒有心事做人
平靜似水是否活得開心
生了又再死死了又再生憎了又愛人
也許這先叫人生就算心事如塵
蒙住我心夜深了自有燈
慢慢認清心裏人知你是過路人
明日再面對新生

Light my path
10:48:00 am

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张信哲 - 九月雨

九月的雨它掩蓋了圓月
那是誰流的眼淚
不在乎是誰的不告而別
不管那傷悲屬於誰

從來沒跟你談論過永遠
從沒想過何謂離別
然而在這漆黑的九月
我在雨中站了一整夜
馮什麼這樣把你帶走
留下烏雲纏繞在我心頭
給我個理由讓我接受
我已經失去了所有就鬆開雙手

那是九月雨水我已經不懂流淚
所謂的疼痛傷悲我卻沒有感覺
遙望的天的漆黑人是否身在那邊
俯攬著我的臉搖頭笑笑說這也是永遠

寒風刺骨我痛徹心肺
從今後我一個人睡不需要再靠酒精來麻醉
我夜夜狂飲我的傷悲
黑色的月亮挂天上照耀我消瘦的臉龐孤單的模樣

那是九月雨水
我已經不懂流淚所謂的疼痛傷悲
我卻沒有感覺遙望天的漆黑
你是否身在那邊俯攬著我的臉
搖頭笑笑說這也是永遠

不要再給我安慰我的心早就已經粉碎
說了再多也挽不回有誰能夠為我倒轉那時間
回到從前當你還在我身邊

那是九月雨水我已經不懂流淚
所謂的疼痛傷悲我卻沒有感覺
如何回去從前如何才能夠讓你回到我的身邊
在九月雨水沒降下以前...
LA LA LA LA (在九月雨水沒降下以前)
LA LA LA LA (在九月雨水沒降下以前)

Light my path
10:36:00 am

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Saturday, 21 June 2008

喜欢，就是喜欢你。

喜欢就是喜欢。
不喜欢就是不喜欢。

就是如此的简单。
再多说或多做，都是茫然。

但，为何当你说不喜欢时。。。

我的心竟会如此的疼痛？

Light my path
9:34:00 pm

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Friday, 20 June 2008

Having a raging craving for Famous Amos' No-nut Chocolate Chip Cookies.

Light my path
1:35:00 pm

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Thursday, 19 June 2008

Things that are broken,
How do you mend them?

A heart that is shattered,
How do you make it whole?

Ties that are strained and frayed,
How do you repair and strength them?

Words that have hurt and drawn blood,
How do you take them back?

Actions that have drawn a dividing line,
How do you bridge the distance?

Light my path
11:24:00 am

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Well, well, well...........

Look at those!!

*Droooooooool*

I love Long John Silver's Breakfast 1. All thanks to Yan Pheng who introduced it to me during my Funky B. days. I miss her. She loves Breakfast 3.

http://www.longjohnsilvers.com.sg/ourmenu.htm

This is Sourdough Breakfast Sandwich (Sausage/Bacon) from Carl's Junior.

Carl's Junior's Croissant Sunrise Sandwich (Sausage/Bacon)

The Breakfast Burger from Carl's Junior looks yummy. But my favourite is.................

Hotcakes (Plain/Sausage/Bacon)!!!!

I LOVE hotcakes! And these look scrumptious! (Though I have never eaten Carl's Junior's breakfast before.)

http://www.carlsjr.com.sg/live/

Light my path
10:30:00 am

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This too, will pass.

Heard it so many times,
Read it here and there.
Told it to myself over the years.

The higher one soars,
The harder you fall when you plummet.

Yet can't help but reach for your embrace.
Desiring the lightest of your gaze.

The same sick cycle repeats.
Like a broken clockwork doll.

New wounds sprout over the years,
Covering old, old scars.

Those who do not learn from history
Are doomed to repeat it.

But, I'd like to think
That I've learnt my lessons.

At least, the lesson of hiding behind a facade.
Letting none see the jagged edges and the raw redness.

Light my path
9:23:00 am

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Despondent.

I need to get out of this emotional rut.

Light my path
9:21:00 am

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Monday, 16 June 2008

The klutz strikes again.

Ouch.

Light my path
1:35:00 pm

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'Quietly, silently....

Looking for some one to talk to,
Searching for that listening ear.

Not finding any, unable to come up with one.
Words unspoken yet yearning to be let out.
Can only be swallowed back.

After countless and countless disappointments,
I've learnt.

Not to look and not to search.

Silence is not golden.

But it can be.

Light my path
1:29:00 pm

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Saturday, 14 June 2008

Ugh.

I am rather fed up. I've been clearing UE's distribution drawings since this morning. (They gave me a tall stack of those as an after work present.)

I don't mind. Not one iota.

But what I mind is that they do not QC their work. Errors left and right.

*Faint*

This is just a shop drawings distribution. Just draw out the old form and made the necessary changes and you are all set to go. It isn't that mind-boggling. In addition, the correct revision should be indicated in their commented drawings and transmittal. Plus, they have their own SDS Register to refer to. So what's up with all those mistakes? I'm not talking about one or two SDSs. There were three distributions done wrongly the last time and now three (and counting) more to add on to. 7 sets for each SDS distribution. There's at least 2 pages to be corrected for each set. You do the maths. For those 6 SDS distributions, I have to amend 84 times.

See my reasoning?

True, I can throw back to them to amend, but how long will it take them to change? Some sub-cons come back with the changes withing minutes. Others take days. For distributions, I can wait. But if those things are for submissions, I can't afford to. There is the risk that they'll keep and forget to submit to me. In that case, I will be dead meat; for those submissions are signed. Meaning that my company has received them, thus they are our responisbility. If the submissions are not with me, I will not be in a pleasant situation if anything happens. On the other hand, even if they do not forget, some may take 'years' to revert back with the amendments. All submissions are dated and have a dateline for consultants to reply. If they delay in giving me after my company signed the documents, it will delay my processing of those submissions and in turn delay the sending off. And it will be pretty late, by the time the consultants receive those submissions.

Which, is BAD. If they kick up a fuss and claim that because submissions are delivered to them so late, leaving them no time to revert by the dateline, I may be in the hot soup.

Thus, that is why, in the end, I am doing the amendments.

I suppose I can chain-call people who are slow to revert back, but I am not that free, you know.

On a side note, those inspection forms are officially part of my scope of work.

*Ugh*

Yesterday, 2 stacks of them were brought up to the office. Scrouging up the guts, I asked my boss what to do with them. (Who cares about what Ramlan ordered? He is not my boss.)

Sadly, he asked if I can do it. So, M&E inspection forms are mine now.

It is alright, I suppose. Since it is my boss' instruction, I will definitely follow. If other people can handle it, so can I.

Light my path
10:14:00 am

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Japan, Seeking Trim Waists, Measures Millions

By NORIMITSU ONISHI
Published: June 13, 2008

AMAGASAKI, Japan — Japan, a country not known for its overweight people, has undertaken one of the most ambitious campaigns ever by a nation to slim down its citizenry.

Summoned by the city of Amagasaki one recent morning, Minoru Nogiri, 45, a flower shop owner, found himself lining up to have his waistline measured. With no visible paunch, he seemed to run little risk of being classified as overweight, or metabo, the preferred word in Japan these days.

But because the new state-prescribed limit for male waistlines is a strict 33.5 inches, he had anxiously measured himself at home a couple of days earlier. “I’m on the border,” he said.

Under a national law that came into effect two months ago, companies and local governments must now measure the waistlines of Japanese people between the ages of 40 and 74 as part of their annual checkups. That represents more than 56 million waistlines, or about 44 percent of the entire population.

Those exceeding government limits — 33.5 inches for men and 35.4 inches for women, which are identical to thresholds established in 2005 for Japan by the International Diabetes Federation as an easy guideline for identifying health risks — and having a weight-related ailment will be given dieting guidance if after three months they do not lose weight. If necessary, those people will be steered toward further re-education after six more months.

To reach its goals of shrinking the overweight population by 10 percent over the next four years and 25 percent over the next seven years, the government will impose financial penalties on companies and local governments that fail to meet specific targets. The country’s Ministry of Health argues that the campaign will keep the spread of diseases like diabetes and strokes in check.

The ministry also says that curbing widening waistlines will rein in a rapidly aging society’s ballooning health care costs, one of the most serious and politically delicate problems facing Japan today. Most Japanese are covered under public health care or through their work. Anger over a plan that would make those 75 and older pay more for health care brought a parliamentary censure motion Wednesday against Prime Minister Yasuo Fukuda, the first against a prime minister in the country’s postwar history.

But critics say that the government guidelines — especially the one about male waistlines — are simply too strict and that more than half of all men will be considered overweight. The effect, they say, will be to encourage overmedication and ultimately raise health care costs.

Yoichi Ogushi, a professor at Tokai University’s School of Medicine near Tokyo and an expert on public health, said that there was “no need at all” for the Japanese to lose weight.

“I don’t think the campaign will have any positive effect. Now if you did this in the United States, there would be benefits, since there are many Americans who weigh more than 100 kilograms,” or about 220 pounds, Mr. Ogushi said. “But the Japanese are so slender that they can’t afford to lose weight.”

Mr. Ogushi was actually a little harder on Americans than they deserved. A survey by the National Center for Health Statistics found that the average waist size for Caucasian American men was 39 inches, a full inch lower than the 40-inch threshold established by the International Diabetes Federation. American women did not fare as well, with an average waist size of 36.5 inches, about two inches above their threshold of 34.6 inches. The differences in thresholds reflected variations in height and body type from Japanese men and women.

Comparable figures for the Japanese are sketchy since waistlines have not been measured officially in the past. But private research on thousands of Japanese indicates that the average male waistline falls just below the new government limit.

That fact, widely reported in the media, has heightened the anxiety in the nation’s health clinics.

In Amagasaki, a city in western Japan, officials have moved aggressively to measure waistlines in what the government calls special checkups. The city had to measure at least 65 percent of the 40- to 74-year-olds covered by public health insurance, an “extremely difficult” goal, acknowledged Midori Noguchi, a city official.

When his turn came, Mr. Nogiri, the flower shop owner, entered a booth where he bared his midriff, exposing a flat stomach with barely discernible love handles. A nurse wrapped a tape measure around his waist across his belly button: 33.6 inches, or 0.1 inch over the limit.

“Strikeout,” he said, defeat spreading across his face.

The campaign started a couple of years ago when the Health Ministry began beating the drums for a medical condition that few Japanese had ever heard of — metabolic syndrome — a collection of factors that heighten the risk of developing vascular disease and diabetes. Those include abdominal obesity, high blood pressure and high levels of blood glucose and cholesterol. In no time, the scary-sounding condition was popularly shortened to the funny-sounding metabo, and it has become the nation’s shorthand for overweight.

The mayor of one town in Mie, a prefecture near here, became so wrapped up in the anti-metabo campaign that he and six other town officials formed a weight-loss group called “The Seven Metabo Samurai.” That campaign ended abruptly after a 47-year-old member with a 39-inch waistline died of a heart attack while jogging.

Still, at a city gym in Amagasaki recently, dozens of residents — few of whom appeared overweight — danced to the city’s anti-metabo song, which warned against trouser buttons popping and flying away, “pyun-pyun-pyun!”

“Goodbye, metabolic. Let’s get our checkups together. Go! Go! Go!

Goodbye, metabolic. Don’t wait till you get sick. No! No! No!”

The word metabo has made it easier for health care providers to urge their patients to lose weight, said Dr. Yoshikuni Sakamoto, a physician in the employee health insurance union at Matsushita, which makes Panasonic products.

“Before we had to broach the issue with the word obesity, which definitely has a negative image,” Dr. Sakamoto said. “But metabo sounds much more inclusive.”

Even before Tokyo’s directives, Matsushita had focused on its employees’ weight during annual checkups. Last summer, Akio Inoue, 30, an engineer carrying 238 pounds on a 5-foot-7 frame, was told by a company doctor to lose weight or take medication for his high blood pressure. After dieting, he was down to 182 pounds, but his waistline was still more than one inch over the state-approved limit.

With the new law, Matsushita has to measure the waistlines of not only its employees but also of their families and retirees. As part of its intensifying efforts, the company has started giving its employees “metabo check” towels that double as tape measures.

“Nobody will want to be singled out as metabo,” Kimiko Shigeno, a company nurse, said of the campaign. “It’ll have the same effect as non-smoking campaigns where smokers are now looked at disapprovingly.”

Companies like Matsushita must measure the waistlines of at least 80 percent of their employees. Furthermore, they must get 10 percent of those deemed metabolic to lose weight by 2012, and 25 percent of them to lose weight by 2015.

NEC, Japan’s largest maker of personal computers, said that if it failed to meet its targets, it could incur as much as $19 million in penalties. The company has decided to nip metabo in the bud by starting to measure the waistlines of all its employees over 30 years old and by sponsoring metabo education days for the employees’ families.

Some experts say the government’s guidelines on everything from waistlines to blood pressure are so strict that meeting, or exceeding, those targets will be impossible. They say that the government’s real goal is to shift health care costs onto the private sector.

Dr. Minoru Yamakado, an official at the Japan Society of Ningen Dock, an association of doctors who administer physical exams, said he endorsed the government’s campaign and its focus on preventive medicine.

But he said that the government’s real priority should be to reduce smoking rates, which remain among the highest among advanced nations, in large part because of Japan’s powerful tobacco lobby.

“Smoking is even one of the causes of metabolic syndrome,” he said. “So if you’re worried about metabo, stopping people from smoking should be your top priority.”

Despite misgivings, though, Japan is pushing ahead.

Kizashi Ohama, an official in Matsuyama, a city that has also acted aggressively against metabo, said he would leave the debate over the campaign’s merits to experts and health officials in Tokyo.

At Matsuyama’s public health clinic, Kinichiro Ichikawa, 62, said the government-approved 33.5-inch male waistline was “severe.” He is 5-foot-4, weighs only 134 pounds and knows no one who is overweight.

“Japan shouldn’t be making such a fuss about this,” he said before going off to have his waistline measured.

But on a shopping strip here, Kenzo Nagata, 73, a toy store owner, said he had ignored a letter summoning him to a so-called special checkup. His waistline was no one’s business but his own, he said, though he volunteered that, at 32.7 inches, it fell safely below the limit. He planned to disregard the second notice that the city was scheduled to mail to the recalcitrant.

“I’m not going,” he said. “I don’t think that concerns me.”

Source: http://www.nytimes.com/2008/06/13/world/asia/13fat.html?pagewanted=1&_r=1&no_interstitial

Light my path
9:21:00 am

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Famous Quotations from Shakespeare's Measure for Measure

Thyself and thy belongings
Are not thine own so proper as to waste
Thyself upon thy virtues, they on thee.
Heaven doth with us as we with torches do,
Not light them for themselves; for if our virtues
Did not go forth of us, ’t were all alike
As if we had them not. Spirits are not finely touch’d
But to fine issues, nor Nature never lends
The smallest scruple of her excellence
But, like a thrifty goddess, she determines
Herself the glory of a creditor,
Both thanks and use. (1.1.29)

Is this her fault or mine?
The tempter or the tempted, who sins most? (2.2.162)

He was ever precise in promise-keeping. (1.2.69)

Good counsellors lack no clients (1.2.97)

Now, as fond fathers,
Having bound up the threat'ning twigs of birch,
Only to stick it in their children's sight
For terror, not to use, in time the rod
Becomes more mocked than feared; so our decrees,
Dead to infliction, to themselves are dead,
And liberty plucks justice by the nose;
The baby beats the nurse, and quite athwart
Goes all decorum. (1.3.23)

Light my path
8:35:00 am

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Friday, 13 June 2008

Sometimes, I wonder if it'd have made things better
And made people happier,
If I cease to exist?

With billions of the same kind all round,
The red, red blood.
It is kind of hard to miss one or two.

What is a drop of water in an ocean of waters?

She is not a bright shining star in the night sky.
Nor the sun burning with glory and might.
What is she?

It is kind of hard to tell.
Kin said she's trash. Friends said she is important.
God gave His only Son's life for her.

Is it really like that?

Would anyone notice that it is gone?
Would anyone mourn its loss?

Light my path
9:47:00 am

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The skies are grey and the winds are still.
As if God is holding His breath.

Dancing and moving to my music,
Going through life's motions.
Only to discover that all those aren't mine.

Not my music, not my decisions.
But my life.

Turbulence within rages in this still, still day.

Light my path
9:39:00 am

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Tuesday, 10 June 2008

I am more than slightly traumatised after my haircut last Saturday and have thus developed the 'Ostrich Syndrome'.

Which, translating into English, equates to being emotionally scarred and thus unable and not wanting to face anyone.

Understood?

Good.

I was unable to power on my computer this morning. Not sure of how to fix things and not wanting to accidentally cut off the power supply to the whole office (and get killed), I asked Miss Goh for help. After a few flips, everything was fine for 3 seconds, till the power tripped again. And after a few attempts at fixing things, the power to the whole office tripped.

*Faint*

In the end, it was Mr Shiro and my boss who fixed things.

Phew.

Feeling pretty shag and sore all over as I've been carrying boxes of submissions up and down between 23rd and 24th storey.

I am starting to believe that I have become clumsy. Not one day goes by without me incurring an injury of some sort.

I swear! I wasn't like this when I was young! I have my fair share of incidents and accidents, but they do not occur on a daily basis!!

But now...........*weeps* I don't know what happened to me.

Light my path
9:53:00 am

youdrovemydarknessaway`-//*

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Sunday, 8 June 2008

李玟 - 我依然是你的情人

ho~~~~~~~

忘了昨夜我的泪
过了今天我是谁
镜子里的那张脸
会不会拥有明天
你的心总是善变
爱上你始终危脸
一成不变的谎言
愿不愿给我明天
真假的瞬间
梦幻的边缘
再多痴心也不能画成一个圆

我依然是你的情人
我依然爱你最深
别再紧闭你的唇
不哭不笑也不问
我依然是你的情人
我依然爱你最深
你的眼神太伤人
不看不听也不问
我的真

Light my path
4:39:00 pm

youdrovemydarknessaway`-//*

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李玟 - Baby 对不起

听到我的电话响了一声就暂停
会不会是你我总怀疑
因为这原因心情不稳定
我们之间的问题是我不相信你
敏感又多心怕你变了心
因为爱你害怕失去你

爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣
(baby)想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意
(如果没有你)我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及再说我爱你

自从那天分手后停不住泪滴
想念一个人能忘记自己
让我爱你什麽都愿意
爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣

(baby)想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意
(如果没有你)我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及再说我爱你

(baby)想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意
(如果没有你)我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及再说我爱你

如果能再遇见你把你抱紧
从此不分离绝不放弃
我要告诉你
baby i'm sorry

Light my path
4:30:00 pm

youdrovemydarknessaway`-//*

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Thursday, 5 June 2008

*Faint*

Early in the morning and the computers in my section suffered through a few power trips.

Thank God that I saved my stuff before the series of power trips happened.

Ugh.

I am starting to think that the computers in my section are jinxed. Or cursed. Some one must have done something!!

If not, why is that only computers in this section suffer? All other sections are fine and dandy.

*Bangs head against wall*

To change the topic, I am now in the 3rd month of the series of my friends' birthdays. Jimmy's birthday had been in April, Alvin, Samuel & Catherine's had been in May, Sebastian is this month and Ronny's will be next month.

Oh boy, the joy of having friends whose birthdays occur consecutively. My poor, poor wallet. I will be glad to get a break after Ronny. A month's break to be precise. As Daniel's birthday is in September. But, no fear! I will have a longer break after that, for Angeline's birthday is in November.

Phew!

I have ran out of ideas as to what to get for them.

Any fresh ideas?

I know what I will give Ronny. Hopefully he will not be too busy to meet up. Some things can't be kept for that long. I can wait, but not his present.

Hmm....as for Sebastian...

I think I will keep it to myself, as I never know if he might be reading this post, right now.

Light my path
8:40:00 am

youdrovemydarknessaway`-//*

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Wednesday, 4 June 2008

如果当初我们不曾相遇
是不是就会
悲伤淡一点
眼泪少一点
快乐。。。。。。少一些？

- 如果我们不曾相遇 (樓雨晴)

Light my path
10:39:00 pm

youdrovemydarknessaway`-//*

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Monday, 2 June 2008

I love you, you love me

We’re a happy family

With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you

Won’t you say you love me too…?

Light my path
11:37:00 pm

youdrovemydarknessaway`-//*

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