Hmm...am i getting sick?? Feeling feverish..muz be all the late nights..HAIZ... Even if i go to bed now..i can't sleep..ArrGHH...irritating fly...bleah.
Yeah...today..it started out fine..went jogging in the morning, after that i went to settle some stuff....met up with Shuhui (sec sch cum poly friend)..we went to West Mall...(i think..what's the name of the shopping centre at Bukit Batok??) we walked around...in & out of stores that interest us..playing with soft toys...looking at clothes..checking out earrings & bags..blah blah..ha..
Later,we watched a movie..The Phantom of the Opera..It was good!!=] though it started off slow..but it picked up pace as the plot progresses..Really love the singing of the man playing the role of the Phantom..his voice was great..changeable..depending on the situation..some time it's fierce, commanding..some time soft, gentle...expressive..inviting..He sang well..Really love the singing in the movie..they don't say how they feel..they sing it out..in music..not just mere words..Some will like this movie, some will not..You've got to check it ou for yourself.....=) the show's about 2hrs 15mins..i tink..ha We went home after the movie..ha..both of us live in sembawang..good, right...but while my friend lives within walking distance of the MRT...i've got to take a bus home.........HAIZ..can't walk home...forested area..reached home around 7.45pm..with a headache..cuz of late nights..i'll explain why....
prepared dinner......Ah-ha!! i can see your eyes widen in disbelief & your mouths dropping open!!Yes..i CAN cook...not the "I-can-cook-instant-mee" kind of cook..but food...with dishes..rice..noodles...that kind..=) yuPz!!Ha..though i'm no expert..but my cooking's okie..=) Try it out for yourself when you have the chance...........haha!!!!=)
then.....my parents came home....from here things just go downhill....very fast..in short, my mom scolded me..we kind of quarrelled..yeah....i'm the kind of person..like if you talk to me nicely...i'm cool with it..but if you raise your voice...it gets my hackles up...straight up..my mom talks like tat...HAIZ..i'm okie with things...but..that kind of tone...really, really gets me all worked up..though i try not to...all these yrs..still like tat..ha..look on the bright side..i'm being trained..to be more patient..tolerant...i'll try..i hope i can remember this the next time my mom raises her voice at me..T.T Yeah...talk about late nights...why?? Been stressing over some things...ha...not convenient to put it online..i'm kind of a private person...losing sleep..i can lie in bed for hours and still can't fall asleep...so for these past few days...i've been sleeping at 3am or later in the morning.....HAIZ...gonna lokk like a panda soon!!! T.T
I tink too much...ya..i'm tat kind of person..who'd worry the night before a performance (frm chinese dance in sec sch)..about the things that can go wrong..like missing a step..dancing wrongly..blah blah blah...i can go on & on...i always tend to think of the worst..pessimsitc person....that's me..=(i need a new brain...i can't go on like this every night...HAIZ..
i'm sorry if you got depressed after reading this entry..
Went to SIM website yesterday...looking for part time degree courses...Found some thing that i'll like to study..English, Literature & Pyschology..=] i've always liked literature since sec 1..will like to study it in the future...but..i've some concerns..having a degree in tat area....of what use does it have in S'pore?? i'm not planning to go into teaching nor journalism..I want to study it because i like this topic..Am i being too wilful??? others factors to consider...i've not being touching literature for several years & i'll probably study it about 4-5yrs later (work to pay my fees)..can i catch up??I used to do pretty well in lit..but that's in sec sch....what if i'm not as good as my grades say?? Studying in poly..they do not place much emphasis on language like in sec sch...surely my standard has dropped.....With all these...can i manage??
Ha...am i thinking too much??
yupZ....i think that's all for today....=] Grapes...yum yum...eating them now..real crunchy & juicy..=p heek!!
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9
Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
"Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
Matthew 11:28-30
"Call to Me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know"